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Headfirst

by Marian Renta

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1.
Headfirst 04:52
We had an ordinary start Texting all day from morning to dark Couldn’t believe how much we were the same Made me believe you could love me someday You listened to my entire catalog Spoke of us taking a trip to Vermont Instinct told me to slow down But something about this just seemed safe and sound so I threw caution to the wind and I couldn’t help but let you in cause I tasted life everlasting When you kissed me and looked at me like I was what you needed and I fit perfectly so I ignored all the signs I jumped in headfirst I jumped in headfirst I’m lost in thoughts of what we could be Fueled by your affections you just can’t see So much about you captivates me but You seem scared of what you feel and need There in the woods you felt my heartbeat Racing like horses as you kill me softly You saw the depth in my eyes of my devotion burning inside I threw caution to the wind and I couldn’t help but let you in cause I tasted life everlasting When you kissed me and looked at me like I was what you needed and I fit perfectly so I ignored all the signs I jumped in headfirst I jumped in headfirst I threw caution to the wind and I couldn’t help but let you in cause I felt your heart beat like mine Racing like horses, speaking to mine so I ignored all the signs I jumped in headfirst
2.
Fragments 04:11
Times gone by but I still wait for you I’ve picked up the pieces cleaned house, but dream of you clearly you’re done and sometimes I am too but fragments of hope still dwell within fragments of hope still dwell within cause I have said many things to you But one thing I can’t seem to say is I’m not over you You don’t wanna hear that you, likely never will Nothing can bring you back But I’m still not over you Fragments of hope Keeping me up at night Hunger to hear your voice Tell me I was right I’d Give everything away For another try cause I led you to think I’m better without you but In the darkness I break down cause I don’t know how to turn you loose You don’t need to hear that, you don’t relate Fragments of hope have me holding on vain You wouldn’t understand, you can’t relate You are fine with us just fading away I’m still holding on cause I have said many Things to you, but One thing I can’t seem to say is I’m not Done with you, still can’t get over you You don’t wanna hear that, you likely never will These dreams I have about you the brokenness I feel cause I’m still not over you I still miss you Think about you every night First thing when I wake up
3.
Home 03:50
Dark clouds above but the Sun rays peek through In a field of lilacs but the Air still smells like you I followed the trail Unsure of what I’d find Unsteady ground But guided through the climb It never led to You The closer I got the More you withdrew Like petals scattering Drawing me near Almost in my grasp Til they all disappear Never to be seen again It was everything that I could do To give you your space So naive to hope in your heart I’d have a place someday It burns sometimes cause I still Play our favorite songs Then realize it doesn’t really Matter anymore It never led to You The closer I got The Higher up you flew Like a flock of birds Dispersing through the sky Heading home where you belong Leaving me behind Never to be seen again (You’re heading home) Heading home where you belong But it’s been a little tough (You’re heading home) Heading home where you belong And I guess I’m not enough (You’re heading home) Heading home where you belong No more standing by (You’re heading home) Heading home where you belong And I’ll be just fine And I’ll be just fine
4.
We had an ordinary start Texting all day from morning to dark Couldn’t believe how much we were the same Made me believe you could love me someday You listened to my entire catalog Spoke of us taking a trip to Vermont Instinct told me to slow down But something about this just seemed safe and sound so I threw caution to the wind and I couldn’t help but let you in cause I tasted life everlasting When you kissed me and looked at me like I was what you needed and I fit perfectly so I ignored all the signs I jumped in headfirst I jumped in headfirst I’m lost in thoughts of what we could be Fueled by your affections you just can’t see So much about you captivates me but You seem scared of what you feel and need There in the woods you felt my heartbeat Racing like horses as you kill me softly You saw the depth in my eyes of my devotion burning inside I threw caution to the wind and I couldn’t help but let you in cause I tasted life everlasting When you kissed me and looked at me like I was what you needed and I fit perfectly so I ignored all the signs I jumped in headfirst I jumped in headfirst I threw caution to the wind and I couldn’t help but let you in cause I felt your heart beat like mine Racing like horses, speaking to mine so I ignored all the signs I jumped in headfirst

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'Headfirst' is the debut EP from American singer-songwriter Marian Renta. It explores themes of complicated love, longing, and acceptance. Renta delves into these themes through storytelling and a play-by-play style of songwriting. 'Headfirst' consists of four songs, all of which were written and produced by Renta in a downtempo, ambient style. Most of the songs are composed in a minor key, and feature Renta on piano throughout. 'Headfirst' is an Indie-pop collection with R&B elements, and Renta's vocals are performed in a mezzo-soprano tessitura.

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released January 13, 2021

© 2021 Marian Renta
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Marian Renta New York, New York

Marian Renta is an American singer-songwriter, record producer, and musician. Born in New York, she grew up in Virginia where she was formally and classically trained as a pianist and composer. Regarded for her prolific songwriting and unique vocal tone, she often conveys emotional and melancholic themes in her songs and often incorporates a blend of Indie pop, Soul, and Electronica in her music. ... more

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